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Partymonst3r by yesterdayneverhappened




Well, wouldn't you know it? I accidentally deleted my entire diary. That's great. I don't know how I can get it back but maybe I'll try and re-do the ones that were interesting. If you're just starting to read my diary now, don't worry, you haven't missed much. Maybe now I should do a better introduction?

Hi, you already know my name so I'll explain why I chose it. I'm a huge fan of No More Heroes and one of the kinds of lightsabers the protagonist can use are the Tsubaki (椿). There's the Tsubaki MK-I, MK-II, and MK-III. MK-III is supposed to be the best but I honestly like the MK-II the most. Tsubaki means camellia in Japanese, although it's not one of my lucky flowers. I don't believe in things like zodiacs and starsigns but I do think they're fun. Recently I've been interested in Chinese zodiacs.






Since I was born in 2003, my Chinese zodiac is the goat! Specifically, a water goat. Water is believed to be the last stage of energy, but I don't know what that means for me. Goats fall in the Yin of Yin and Yang.

According to the zodiac, my lucky numbers are 2, 3, 4, 7, and 9 and I should avoid the numbers 6 and 8.

My lucky colours are apparently green, red, and purple (my favourites) and I should avoid gold and brown.

My lucky flowers are the carnation (カーネーション) and primrose (桜草).

The most lucky years for me will be years of the rabbit and horse (last year was so-so).

This year is the year of the dragon so my luck should be good (remains to be seen).

Next year will be the year of the snake so my luck will be standard.

Apparently, I'd be most compatible with people born in the years of the rabbit, pig and horse. I wouldn't be a match with anyone born in the year of the ox or dragon. Hey, Prize's zodiac sign is the fire rabbit!





I wonder if the Chinese zodiac are big in China. I know that, like starsigns, they're derived from philosphy and astrology. I know I wrote a lot but I don't really take these things to heart, I just think they're very interesting. Um, now that I think about it... what do you find interesting? Is there anything you'd like to know about me? Maybe I should move my guestbook here or start a C-Box so visitors can ask me questions. Would that invite trouble though? Like, um, people asking me weird things? I hope not. The people using Neocities all seem very nice. Let's see.. is there anything else I have to say right now?

Oh! Who's Prize? I mentioned him in my first entry but since I've lost all the others you've lost how our relationship grew. Well, it's been 3 weeks now, and I've spent most of them living with Prize. He lives closer to my university campus so it's cheaper and easier for me to commute. I wish I met him before I signed my new contract with my landlord! Anyways, we like a lot of the same stuff even though he's a lot older than me. He's very supportive and kind, but he can also be silly and he makes me laugh a lot. He's very handsome too! He has a cat called Jeffrey, who I mentioned in one of my lost diary entries, and he's really cute. We kind of fell into this relationship fast. I hope things work out okay.

Currently I'm studying in London but I've been accepted for a year abroad in Groningen, the Netherlands, and I'm really excited about it. I didn't really think about it until now but I guess I won't be able to see my best friend anymore when I leave. I think I'll miss her a lot... though I always worry that someday I'll disappoint her and she won't want to know me anymore. Don't get me wrong, we're really close! Oh! I should tell the story of how we got so close! Well, we met when she moved to England from Italy in Year 9 (9th grade, 13 - 14 years old) and we got along okay. We weren't close friends yet. Once a lot of changes happened with friend groups we got to know each other a little better. Things went crazy in 6th Form (college, 16 - 18 years old) because the big friend groups left. My memory isn't so good so... if she finds this... I'm sorry!!! Anyways, we found out that we had a lot in common. We both grew up with shows like Winx Club and the Hello Kitty movies, and we also grew up with the exact same DS game! Pinky Street, Kira Kira Pop Princess. We actually got to play it together a few years ago which was really cathartic because I had nobody to play it with when I was a kid. That game was basically made to sell more Pinky Street figures, which we both love. I have to upload them here sometime!

Why am I making a website? Well, mostly because it distracts me from doing my essays www, but also because I've always wanted to garden but never had the space or time. With a website you can see the changes immediately and the hours you put into it usually turn into immediate (hopefully) functional outcomes. I've also like the idea of having domain over something. This is my website. I can do whatever I want it I try hard enough. Sometimes the code might be messy, but it just needs some pruning. Upkeep is actually kind of fun to me. Some of you may have already noticed how inconsistent my code can be. Sometimes I define locations with em and sometimes I do it with px. Sometimes my width goes before my height and my padding goes last. I don't like that, but it's the result of me learning new things and just slapping it on. I always say that someday I'll change and update the code, but right now I just want to focus on getting these things I want done. The navigation board on the index isn't a navigation board to me, but a checklist. I want to see the next to everything someday!

Other dreams I have are to become a better artist and maybe make my own manga. I like some shojou stuff like Sailor Moon, and I tried to watch Revolutionary Girl Utena, I think mostly I just like pretty things. I'd like to make my own dating sim game someday too. I described it in one of my lost diary entries but I've had an idea for a dating sim revolving around a Japanese girl who moves to London for a year to study abroad (see, like a time limit); unlike most dating sims and VNs I'd like the player to be able to choose things, like the player's appearance and the protagonist's choice of study, because even though they're small I think they'd be immersive. Maybe they'd be like, stretch goals? Haha. Nowadays I don't think it'd be very hard to just switch the character's race, like, just use the colour change option in IbisPaint right? Maybe the amount of scenes might be intimidating but it's worth it if it stands out from other games and makes players feel more into the game. The biggest problem would be learning how to code... even with something like RPG Maker. Then there's the whole aspect of finding time... Maybe I could start this summer? I'm being too ambitious! I already have so much to do this year!

Thank you for reading this update and for following the development of Yandere Simulator my website!